Sunday, July 10, 2011

Idk what to do with my life im 16?

i was a great student when i was in elementary school until 5th grade when i got kicked out my class and was put in another class where i became lazy and stopped doing anything i failed the math test and that year i had an evaluation because i had a superintendent suspension and the guy who evaluated was cool and after i found out i failed he said if i got a letter stating i need help i would get an iep and he would pass me , so my mom did the emergency got me the iep and i passed then when i got to middle school i had to start going to a program where if i did all her work she would promote me not mattering what my report card looked like as long as i passed the test LOL so you can only imagine what i used to do in class haha i used to only go to have fun and get in trouble because i was guaranteed to pass so i breezed through middle school got to high school where they tried to place me in special education because in 8th grade i got superintended suspended again and when i got evaluated i didn't want to take the test lol it was 3 and i was not trying to stay in school finishing a test i used to also smoke allot of weed i was addicted for real and then when i got to high school i quit the drugs but they placed me in special ed 7 student classrooms i really got sick of going i was embarrassed annoyed everything then this year they placed me in night school and i really dropped out i'm only 16 idk what to do with my life i got a job for the summer but then what my mom was really getting on me this morning and everything she said to me was true wtf am i going to do all my friends dropped out smoke weed some have jobs but all live with their parents and if this is how they live now that they have a lil bit of money because of their jobs and have to worry about no bills since they live with their parents i can only imagine me my mom constantly threatens of kicking me out imagine when the day does come then what? i get stressed thinking about it and i lock myself in my room and stay awake all night and sleep all day just to not think about tomorrow :( i'm sorry for the spelling and grammar is just im a little upset right now . btw i live in ny bronx

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